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I Can’t Do Anything

After rededicating my life to God during the second semester of my freshmen year of college, everything gradually fell back into place for me.  Every position I applied for except for one I received, in some cases having to decline offers.  From 1988-2010, life seemed easy, like I could do anything I put my mind to.  When the school I was teaching for began to struggle financially and eventually was sold during the school year, I actually thought I would make a smooth transition to another career.  Unfortunately, almost one year later, I was dead wrong!

When you are blessed with many talents, sometimes you get over confident or don’t work as hard as you are use to like first round draft picks in professional sports.  Then again, technology has drastically changed from the days of Cad, MS-Dos and Word Perfect when I graduated from the University of Delaware.  Anyway, I have gone from thinking I could do anything to a fear I can’t do anything right.  Solomon was right when he said, “humility comes before honor,” Proverbs 16:33b.  I just hope the humility part of my life has come to an end or is about to conclude.

As for now, its back to the drawing board.  Instead of having a touch of gold, my cover letters and resumes have turned into fools gold.  Despite these setbacks, I am laying in prayers of friends and relying on the words of Scripture to slowly restore my self-confidence.  However, I am no longer naive about my current state.  Alone, I can’t do anything but try, cry and try again,  In the long run, Proverbs 16:9 will determine where I land or where I fall.  Bethany Hamilton was right in Soul Surfer, quoting Philippians 4:13 numerous times.  With Christ I can do something, exactly what my next career is, only God knows.

I’ll let Bernie Taupin close this one out with his song sung by Elton John, “I’m Still Standing.”

You could never know what it’s like
Your blood like winter freezes just like ice
And there’s a cold lonely light that shines from you
You’ll wind up like the wreck you hide behind that mask you use
And did you think this fool could never win
Well look at me, I’m coming back again
I got a taste of love in a simple way
And if you need to know while I’m still standing you just fade away
Don’t you know I’m still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I’m still standing after all this time

Let It Flow

As I was attempting to have my morning quiet time with God, I felt rushed.  Instead of naturally engaging God in prayer, listening to words of the Bible and seeking the direction of the Holy Spirit, my intentions became skewed.  Unfortunately, treating God like a daily check list has become the norm in recent weeks.  The emotional connection I long for has been hijacked by a selfish soul desperately wanting to get in the way, Galatians 5:16-18.

This struggle is nothing new as I wrestled with a similar issue during my 10 years as a teacher.  If I am expected to stay on task and fulfill the requirements of my Bible curriculum, when do I make room for God?  What do I cut out, shorten or eliminate if I want to entertain the presence of the Holy Spirit in my classroom?  While my superior’s goals and objectives were met, the connection with God’s power and the spiritual realm gradually lost reception, Galatians 1:10.

Like public schools in America seeking better results, if leaders truly want to see change, you must make room for Jesus.  Political correctness is not the answer nor are years of trying to appease everyone’s feelings.  Rather, if believers want to see a genuine example of Joel 2:28-30 fulfilled today, a switch in priorities is a must.  Americans need to learn to take a back seat to Jesus, allow the Lord to take the wheel and set your GPS to the Holy Spirit, Galatians 5:25.  Once God is fully in control, let it flow!

by Jay Mankus

Looking for Jobs in All the Wrong Places

Wanda Mallette was observing second grade students one day, recognizing different children were looking for attention through all the wrong methods.  Wanda joined her friend Patti Ryan, both active writers, who turned this notion into a song.   Upon completion, these girls sent their song as a demo to Nashville, Tennessee, eventually ending up in the lap of fellow song writer Bob Morrison.  After a few tweaks, Combine Music published this song, sung by Johnny Lee in Urban Cowboy starring John Travolta.  The revised lyrics of Looking for Love, summarize my job search over the last 12 months.

Last January, I initially told friends to keep their ears open if they heard or knew of any job openings.  Meanwhile, I had to update my resume for the first time in 10 years.  Sounding simple, I felt like a cave man trying to learn the most complex computer software system.  Applying online provided 2 interviews, one on Skype.  Driving around the area fetched 2 more possibilities with neither working out for a variety of reasons.  Securing a seasonal position with a family from church eased my pain, yet I was still unfulfilled.  I thought I had searched under every corner of life until today.

I received an email from a former co-worker this morning simply stating he was fasting and praying for me today.  Before I knew it, I received a response from a manager of Amazon about potential rehires sometime in March.  Moments later a flurry of ideas popped into my head, filled with great topics for future blogs.  If this wasn’t enough, I had a spiritual breakthrough reading Proverbs as a new concept for studying the Bible suddenly appeared as a voice inside my brain.  Coincidence, maybe?  A God instance; most likely!  Whatever the reason for these series of events, jobs would be like dandelions along side blades of grass each Spring and life as you know it would be like paradise if someone fasted and prayed for you daily!

by Jay Mankus

ps – This mysterious force can be directed linked to Spencer Saints.

3 Against 1 or Three in One

Where I come from, 3 against 1 isn’t a fair fight.  Yet, every morning, millions of Americans leave the safety of their own home to enter the war zone I call life.  Three invisible forces gang up on individuals daily, assaulting their minds, emotions and will.  Enemy #1 is your own flesh, Romans 8:5, implanting within you a spirit of curiosity, swaying your conscious to experiment with the unknown, Genesis 3:5-6.  Public Enemy #2 is this fallen world, 1 Peter 2:11, using a spirit of persuasion to conform your mind toward the excuse, “well, everybody else is doing it!”  Spiritual Enemy #3 is Lucifer, encouraging a spirit of disobedience within young people, Ephesians 2:2, fixing their hearts on earthly treasures, Matthew 6:21-24.

Watching The Sunset

On the other side of this spectrum, lies an invisible fortress built upon the Logos, the written word of God, prayer, fasting and worship.  The Father created this heavenly castle, sending His Son to inform the masses of its existence, John 14:1-4.  This kingdom does not use brute force, peer pressure or schemes to trick its occupants.  Rather, this paradise involves selflessness, servant-hood and sacrifice, Matthew 20:25-28.  The entrance fee is relatively inexpensive; one might say priceless, John 3:5-8.  Yet, this domain thrives on humility, love and obscurity.  There is only one star, one spotlight and one who is worthy to be praised, 1 Chronicles 16:25.

In the end, the choice is yours, to live for today, joining the 3 forces above or live for eternity?  God established free will so that people might choose love over evil and obedience over sin.  Like the line from A League of Their Own, when Gina Davis tells Tom Hanks, her manager, she’s quitting the team before the World Series.  Hanks replies, “If baseball was easy, everyone would play it.  The fact that baseball is hard; that’s what makes it a great game!”  According to Revelation 3:19-20, God created a special door for his kingdom.  The only handle of this door is located on our side.  Thus, God continues to knock on the door of your heart, yet only you can let Him in.  Today, the Spirit of Jesus has been left behind to guide you once you open this door, John 14:16-17.

by Jay Mankus

Carrying You

In the famous Footprints poem, Carolyn Joyce  Carty uses a dream of a man walking along a beach barefoot with the Lord.  Looking back, this man sees only one set of footprints at times, not two.  Like the countless who have been touched by this piece, during the difficult times in life, the Lord carries us until we have the strength to walk again.  Nonetheless, I have discovered in 2012 from personal experience, there is so much more involved when God sends angels to carry you.

Prior to this year, I was filled with pride based upon my accomplishments and somewhat stellar career.  Athletically, I have been able to play professional golf, coach for a decade at the high school level and received an invite to play for a professional Ultimate Frisbee Club in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.  From a business sense, I was a manager of the Michael Jordan Golf Shop in O’Hare International Airport, on pace to do 1.1 million in sales under my leadership before I left and a production manager for a prominent Christian company.  Finally, during 15 years of service in youth ministry as a pastor and teacher,God used me to impact the lives of young people.  Yet, in the good times, I took most of the credit, leaving God off stage.  Thus, all of these accolades were stripped away a little over 12 hours into 2012, creating a desperate, humble and weakened man.

Most of my days in 2012 began with a similar prayer, “Lord, I can’t do this without you!”  While I talked a good game the past 25 years, I was forced to daily practice Jesus’ own words in Matthew 11:25-30.  From an emotional sense, I had become like the man in Acts 3:1-5, crippled by broken promises, shattered dreams and unemployment.  Peter didn’t come to my rescue like his words to the beggar in Acts 3:6-7.  Instead, God sent numerous friends at appointed times, facebook messages, phone calls and the occasional angel to lift me up, until I could walk on my own once again.  If you are feeling helpless like I have for most of 2012, exercise the authority available in Christ, Luke 10:19.  This will serve as spiritual physical therapy until God renews your strength, Isaiah 40:30-31.

by Jay Mankus

Right In Front of You

Bruce Almighty

In the movie Bruce Almighty, Jim Carrey plays Bruce Nolan, a television reporter in Buffalo, New York.  Like many Americans, Bruce begins to blame God for the problems he is experiencing in life.  Thinking he has been dealt a bad hand in life, Bruce believes he can do a better job than God Almighty.  God, played by Morgan Freeman, responds by endowing Bruce with divine powers.  Until you switch places with another person or in this case God, you don’t realize that sometimes the answers to your prayers are right in front of you.

This is a lesson I learned yesterday.  When I use Psalm 5:3 as a model for prayer, I often expect God to answer me in my way or on my terms.  However, prayer is not like going to the check out counter after finding the Christmas presents you want.  Rather, prayer also involves listening, at times meditating on scripture and waiting in expectation of answers.  Yet, human nature has blinded me from the blessings, gifts and rewards God has already bestowed upon my family.  When the veil covering my eyes was released last night, two Christian co-workers were right in front of me, a clear answer to my prayers.

Most people dream of winning the lottery, thinking about all the good they could do with the money.  Thus, one day Bruce Nolan answered the people’s prayers, having millions of Americans win, splitting $3.33.  In response, people were angry with God because their own expectations were not fulfilled.  This leads me back to modern day, in a sputtering economy, with joblessness and not enough money to afford the littlest of gifts.  Free will enables each person to act as they wish like Bruce Nolan in the movie.  However, in this Christmas season please don’t overlook the good tidings, given from above, James 1:17, that are right in front of you!

by Jay Mankus

Confidence in Prayer

Prayer is something people do, yet do they truly believe God is listening and will answer?  I go through phases in my life where prayer energizes me, waiting in eager expectation for an answer to my plea.  However, I also go through dry periods where God seems to be millions of miles away, silent and I feel as if I am talking to myself rather than praying.  My degree of intimacy with God influences the confidence I have as I enter God’s presence in prayer.

When an infant is first born, they are unable to speak.  Although, God has built into infants body language, facial expressions and a mouth to scream or cry to get their parents attention.  When babies are hungry, they fuss until they are feed.  As a Christian, part of our prayer life depends upon what we hunger for.  If we hunger for something outside of God’s will, our confidence in seeing answers will decrease.  As our hearts turn back toward the Lord, our prayer life can be rejuvenated, increasing our confidence in God to answer our prayers.

David is considered a man after God’s own heart because like an infant, he knew how to get God’s attention.  Though he questioned God regularly, David never forgot God’s nature.  Sometimes God does not answer our prayers due to a specific thing we have or have not done, 1 John 1:8-10.  James, the half brother of Jesus, is revealed by the power of the Holy Spirit a prayer to regain your confidence in prayer.  James 5:13-20 is a prayer of faith based upon situations you are going through.  If you are struggling with your prayer life, make James’ prayer your prayer.  Confess your sins to God and claim James 5:16 so that you will receive the answers and healing this morning.

by Jay Mankus

Demolishing Strongholds

In a war, opponents have a plan or strategy to defeat their enemy or opposition.  Opponents will narrow in on a weakness, an area which can be attacked, conquered and defeated before a battle, Luke 14:31-32.  Once confident, considering the cost and consequences, an enemy will act out their plan.

In life, everyone, whether they know it or not is fighting against an unseen enemy.  According to Peter, one of Jesus’ disciples, our enemy the devil is on the prowl, looking to devour anyone in their moment of weakness, 1 Peter 5:8.  The apostle Paul takes this one step further in 2 Corinthians 10:3-6, claiming the war everyone is fighting daily is the battle of our own mind.

Beginning in Exodus 20:5, the Bible introduces people to sins of the father, also known as generational sins.  Unless Christians begin to mediate on God’s word and reflect upon their life in prayer, they may not ever recognize the spiritual strongholds which presently exist in their lives.  These strongholds limit the productivity of Christians, often holding them captive or in bondage to a specific sin or sins.

Wherever you may be along life’s road, I urge you to begin taking your thoughts captive, making them obedient to Christ, 2 Corinthians 10:5.  Hide God’s word in your heart so that you begin demolishing any stronghold that currently exists, Psalm 119:9-11.  Offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God, Romans 12:1-2.  Finally, if you are still living in fear, defeated by your current state of mind, remember Isaiah 58:1-6, by committing yourself to fasting and prayer.  Persevere until you are set free, demolishing any remaining spiritual stronghold.  Stand firm!

by Jay Mankus

Where it all Began

When you ask people where did the church begin, some will say Antioch.  It was here where the term Christian was first coined due to the believers of this city who emulated the life of Christ and his teachings.  Others will say the church began after Pentecost, specifically in Acts 2:42-47, where Luke, the author of Acts, describes the blue print for the first century church.  Meanwhile, many will suggest the church began with Peter and the 12 disciples, relying on Jesus’ own words in Matthew 16:17-18.  However, after a rhema today, a word of knowledge from God, the church began in Acts 1:14.

Most historians of the first 3 centuries of the church, believe the Gospel of Luke and Acts are one continuous book .  Both are addressed to the same patron, Theophilus, whom was likely responsible for copying and distributing Luke and Acts once they were complete by Luke.  Since the gospel of Luke never mentions the great commission of Jesus, the only synoptic gospel not to mention this vital event, Acts mentions this right away in 1:8.  Except for Luke 24:50-53, the last few verses of Luke, there is a natural progression between Luke’s gospel and Acts.  This leads me to where the first church members are mentioned in Acts 1:14-15.

Luke suggests that there were approximately 120 core believers immediately following Jesus’ ascension into heaven.  The 11 disciples are obvious, followed by Mary the mother of Jesus along with his earthly brothers and the women whom discovered the empty tomb in Luke 24:22-23.  Luke 24:24 suggests companions of the disciples, Luke 10:1 suggests 72 others who were appointed by the Lord and John 19:38-39 suggests Pharisees like Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea had become followers of Jesus.  If you add spouses of these men, you begin to get close to 120 people.

The first century church began with the 11 remaining disciples, coming together regularly to pray, joining other followers of Jesus as a corporate body of believers.  According to Acts 1, there were 2 main items on their prayer agenda, raising up a new disciple to replace Judas Iscariot and receiving the power of the Holy Spirit.  Like the parable of the persistent widow, Luke 18:1-8, these men and women continue praying until God answered their prayers.  Pentecost, beginning in Acts 2:1, was not a fluke, happening by a random act of choice.  No!  Pentecost occurred, just like the first and second great awakenings, God’s people came together every day to pray as a corporate body in a concert of united prayer.  This is where it all began, by never giving up and claiming words like Matthew 15:25-28 in prayer.

by Jay Mankus