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Finally

After 9 months and 11 days of praying, searching and waiting for a full time position, God opened a door for me to walk through on Thursday.  Gone are the days of being glued to internet job search sites, hours of filling out online applications and receiving dear John letters from potential employers.  Instead, God has provided a job in Delaware near my house working for Amazon.com.

Initially, I was going to write a blog until I found my next position.  However, since its been almost a year, I will continue this blog for at least a year, possibly turning these posts into a book or year long devotional.  Since each day has an important life lesson to learn, I will continue sharing what the Lord teaches me daily.  Like Paul’s words to the church of Philippi, “Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that which Christ Jesus took hold of me,” Philippians 3:12.

Since this position does not begin until November, God is beginning to reveal his vision for my life.  I have 3 weeks to edit Express Yourself so I can make the next screen writer’s deadline for another contest.  In addition, I am eager to restart writing Behind the Devil’s Door once this first assignment so I can make the April 15th deadline for a 2013 contest.  As Psalm 150 declares, its time to praise the Lord!

by Jay Mankus

A Distorted History

I remember listening to my Sociology professor in college refer to the Bible as a series of fairy tales and folklore during the weekly lectures I was expected to attend.  However, as I read our main textbook for class I began to see how this Sociology book used the historical timelines the Bible provided.  Either my professor was right and the Bible gives scholars a projected estimate of history?  Or my professor was wrong, trying to cover up the historical accuracy of the Word of God recorded by Old Testament authors?

Searching to uncover the truth, I spent several years on my own reading and researching books.  The remainder of this blog includes a distorted history of the earth, not taught in our schools.  The creation recount in Genesis 1 supports the historical findings of Pangaea, a one continent earth.  Genesis 2:5-6 supports the Environmental Protection Agency’s findings of world wide water aquifers underneath the earth’s surface.  Genesis 7:11 reveals the origins of how and why Pangaea has been torn apart into 7 new continents thanks to tectonic plates, lowering half of the earth into the seas and raising the other portion to create mountain ranges like the Himalayas.

In fact, when the springs of the earth burst forth in Genesis 7:11, this volcanic eruption allowed the springs underneath the surface to rise into the air like a series of Old Faithful geysers.  This explosion made room for the flood waters which followed in Genesis 7:12 to eventually recede into these vacated areas allowing the earth’s soil to perk.  This was necessary or else most of the earth’s land would be filled with swamps.  If almost every civilizations writes about a massive flood; its likely the Bible is telling the truth.

Unfortunately, many other biblical findings have been left out of the media, probably on purpose.  Egyptian chariot’s have been discovered on the bottom of the Red Sea by a Christian archeologist.  A large image of an ark like figure has been seen on top of a mountain range in Turkey.  Skeleton remains from a woman 8,000 years ago, appear to suggest the curse of Eve in Genesis 3:16 is a continual shrinking with each generation of woman’s hips.  In addition, most snakes when picked up reveal holes, where feet once existed.  I could go on, but the pieces of historical evidence supporting the Bible is endless.  Book likes The Case for Christ by Lee Strobel and The Bible as History are great resources that I suggest.  Don’t believe me, test everything and you will find the truth, 1 Thessalonians 5:21-22.

by Jay Mankus

All the Blame and So Little Thanks!

The older I become, the more I hear and see people blame God for every disaster, failure or setback they face in life.  Meanwhile, these same people take most of the credit for any accomplishment, success or victory they experience.  In other words, God has become the per-verbal punching bag as the center of most complaints, gripes and unanswered questions.

Have people ever considered that God created us to live forever?  Yet, when man and woman, in the person of Adam and Eve, chose to exercise their own freewill, the catalyst for destruction entered this earth.  Since Genesis 3, the world has been cursed with disease, famine, natural disasters and death.  One of the reasons why trials now exist in the lives of every human being is the world is going to hell!

Life is like an avalanche in which people try to dodge as many harmful objects as possible, yet we can’t outrun this onslaught of heartbreaks, tears and violence.  Yes, bad things do happen to good people and justice is often absent from our circumstances.  Nonetheless, there is a reason the Bible is the best selling book of all time.  James 1:18 says every good thing comes from our Father above.  Therefore, don’t fret over what you can’t control.  Rather, send a little praise and thanks God’s way, Philippians 4:8.  Then, you may not be as tempted to blame God like the media for every bad thing under the sun.

by Jay Mankus

Bad Breaks or a Curse?

When lightning strikes or breaks don’t seem to go your way, how do you make sense of these events.  Chicago Cubs fans believe in the curse of the Billy Goat placed on the team by Billy Sianis after being ejected from a game in 1945.  Meanwhile, Philadelphia sports fans claim the curse of William Penn has affected the success of their teams once the city of Philadelphia allowed One Liberty Place 1n 1987 to tower above the statue of William Penn, the former highest structure in town.

From a worldy perspective, there are 2 types of evil, natural and moral.  Natural evil occurs when the natural forces in the universe cause havoc on earth in the form of earthquakes, hurricanes, tornadoes and tsunamis.  Moral evil occurs when human beings exercise their free will to drink and drive, commit a crime or hold a grudge against someone.  When bad breaks, unusual events or strange things occur, nature or human beings are to blame.

However. I have discovered there is another force at work, one that is supernatural.  Sometimes God has allowed me to fail to humble me, teach me a lesson or steer me in a different direction like Acts 16:6.  On the other hand, when a series of bad thing happen to you, it could also be a word curse like James 3:9-10, a hex placed on you by an enemy or in extreme cases you could be cursed by a witch or someone practicing voodoo.  So the next time you have one of those Murphy Law kind of days, think about these 3 types of evil, ask God for discernment and pray that the Lord raises you up on eagle’s wings, Isaiah 40:30-31.

by Jay Mankus

On A Long Leash

From the very beginning, God has given human beings a long leash on life, Genesis 2:15-17.  God walked and talked with Adam, showing him the entire Garden of Eden.  “All this is yours, but you cannot eat from the tree of knowledge,” verse 17.

God didn’t implant humans with a microchip to keep track of our whereabouts.  Nor has the Lord surrounded us with an electric fence, shocking us when we wander off track.  Rather, God only had one rule.  Adam and Eve were free to go anywhere in the garden, doing as they pleased, He only asked them not to eat from the fruit of one tree.

Like almost every pet, curiosity created a lustful impulse to disregard what their master had said.   As soon as enticement told hold of their heart, the beast inside of them is unleashed, causing a separation between them and their master.  As for Adam and Eve, they were banished from the garden, Genesis 3:23, unable to have that intimate relationship with God.

According to Luke 19:10, Jesus came down from heaven to earth to restore what the first Adam lost.  Jesus came to set us free, giving us free will to choose right or wrong, love or evil and obedience to God or disobedience, Galatians 5:13.  However, while our leash on earth is still long, we shouldn’t misuse this freedom to indulge in the sinful nature.  If you listen to the Spirit, Romans 8:10-11, you will be able to hear God knocking.  When you open this door, Revelation 3:20, fellowship with God can be restored!  Like Moses said long ago, the choice is yours, Deuteronomy 30:15.

by Jay Mankus

Discovering God in America

Children across America will either have today off or learn about Christopher Columbus’ discovery of America.  Meanwhile, I will be celebrating a 27 year anniversary.  On this day in 1985, I discovered the power of God in America.

I was a junior in high school running in a cross country race I felt destined to win.  Although I was competing against 4 high school all-American runners, I was 4th place at the mile mark, a few strides behind the 3 leaders.  While running down a path like the caption above, I fell into a hole covered by fallen leaves, twisting my ankle.  After falling to the ground for a moment, I shook off the pieces of gravel from my hands, got back up and hobbled to the finish several minutes behind the lead pack.

After the race, I was taken to a local medical center and a few days later to the A.I. Dupont Children’s Hospital, one of the best medical facilities on the east Coast.  Initially thinking I had a high ankle sprain, I was hoping to return for the post-season since our team was ranked second in the state.  When I received a second opinion, my world was turned upside down upon hearing the doctor’s prognosis.  “You will never run again!  You may be able to walk, yet you will likely have a slight limp for the rest of your life.”

The day before my surgery, I came back to school, seeking prayer from my Christian friends involved in the Fellowship of Christian Athletes.  In between classes, as the word spread about my operation, I was greeted by hugs, prayers and the love of Christ.  I honestly don’t remember what these people said as they prayed before each class, yet I do recall being filled with a peace that surpasses all understanding, Philippians 4:6-7.

Before my surgery, the chief surgeon at Thomas Jefferson Hospital, explained exactly what he was going to do during the 3 hour procedure.  I was a 1 in every 10 year injury, tearing all of my ligaments, causing the bone attached to the ankle to shift 90 degrees.  At least I was famous, well not really, but the doctor instilled a hope within me as he put me under anesthesia.  As the lights turned black, I was unconscious for several hours.

Once the drugs wore off, I met face to face with an ecstatic surgeon.  To his amazement, as soon as he reattachment the bone to the ligaments, it magically went back into place, not requiring a screw as he first intended.  I had to wear a protective boot for a few years, yet I was able to run my senior of year of high school.  In fact, before I could walk, I began swimming on the swim team, having our 200 I.M. Relay place 3rd in the state meet.

As I reflect upon another Columbus Day, I know that the prayers my friends prayed miraculously healed my ankle, not magic.  When I began to train in the summer of 1986 for my final season, God revealed to me a powerful promise related to running.  As David, a shepherd walking up and down hills and along side the edge of mountain, he prayed this prayer, ” You broaden my path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn.”  Since this discovery, every time I have quoted this prayer before running, I haven’t twisted my ankle.  If you look around you today, you too can discover God is alive in America!

by Jay Mankus

Boils Like Job

For the past 48 hours, I have been battling excruciating pain.  One of my eyes was nearly swollen shut, one of my hands puffed up and my skin continues to ooze poison ivy out of its system that I contracted Thursday.  I guess you can say God has given me a glimpse of boils like Job.

According to Job 2:4-6, God gives Satan permission to attack Job’s immune system.  While Job used pieces of broken pottery to relieve himself of the pain from his boils, I used my own fingernails and and a box of tissues to deal with the pain.  Despite his wife’s plea, Job stayed faithful to the Lord, recognizing he was experiencing a trial.

As for me, I got out of bed yesterday to write my blog, returning moments later to deal with my spreading poison ivy.  I am not exactly sure why God has allowed me to endure this health scare, yet if you play with fire long enough, eventually you will be burned.  This is why scripture warns us to rid ourselves from our earthly nature, Colossians 3:5-6.  As for me, all I can do is trust God’s promise in James 5:14-15 and draw near to God, waiting in expectation for my pain to go away.

by Jay Mankus

Dysfunctional Dugouts

Cover Photo

     If you have ever listened to year end press conferences in Major League Baseball from teams not making the playoffs, you can begin to put together the pieces of data you hear.  Often it only takes one individual to open up, shining light on the reasons for an unsuccessful season.  The one thing many of these teams have in common is an unhealthy chemistry which can lead to a dysfunctional dugout.
     Red Sox fans didn’t have to wait until the end of the season to figure this out.  There were signs of dsyfunction in Spring Training.  Other teams like the Philadephia Phillies, who fired 3 coaches this week, discovered a lack of an authoritative figure inside the dugout.  In fact, it sounds like everybody was doing their own thing, what’s right in their own eyes, Judges 2:10.
     It appears that there has been a trickle down affect from education to society to professional sports.  When I was younger, the manager ran the team without having to worry about if you have hurt a players feelings.  Since public education began shifting their focus from learning knowledge toward political correctness, coaches and managers have lost essentials methods to holding their players accountable.
     Gone are the days of the rod of correction, Proverbs 29:15.  Instead what you see every year in sports, not just baseball is a fulfillment of this biblical principle.  Grown men are acting like children in the dugout creating a dsyfunctional climate throughout their team.  While they pout and through tandrums behind the scenes, they are disgracing their parents by not taking responsibility for their actions.  Hopefully, more owners will rise up and give coaches the authority to keep their superstars in check?
by Jay Mankus

On the Other Side

My first experience with a homeless person was early on in college.  I was enjoying my favorite breakfast at McDonald’s, 2 Sausage McMuffins with Egg and an orange juice.  As I sat facing the entrance, I noticed this person right away.  They didn’t have an I’m homeless shirt on, but from the wear and tear on their clothing, it was clear they didn’t have a place to spend the night.  Immediately, I lost my appetite for a second breakfast sandwich.  Not sure what to say, I gave this man my second McMuffin in passing as I left.
A few years later, I was working as a youth pastor at a large church in Columbus, Indiana.  Of the thousand plus congregation, several had 2 homes, one in town and the other at 1 of 5 nearby lakes in the country.  When I overheard a young man looking for a place to stay in our church lobby, I was heart broken to hear we were about to turn him away.  After a minute of contemplation, I rushed to find him in the church parking lot, offering the couch in my small apartment.  He stayed nearly 6 months, earning enough money working to pay for a bus ticket back home to Texas.
In January of this year, I found myself on the other side.  I didn’t become homeless, yet as I lost my job, people treated me as if I had become one.  Since I had one month to complete teaching before my position was  eliminated, I felt like a dead man walking on death row.  Several of my co-workers would ignore me in the hallways while others pretended to forget something, turning around quickly in the other direction.  During my last week, a few of these former co-workers, apologized, claiming they did not know what to say.  Yes, it was clear, I was on the other side, feeling like the homeless man I first encountered in college.  This is why the apostles in the book of Acts ministered to the homeless, poor and those in prison.  Go and do likewise!
by Jay Mankus

Premature Fist Pumps

Martin Kaymer 2012 Ryder Cup
Martin Kaymer exults after sinking the putt that clinched the Ryder Cup for Team Europe on Sunday, winning 14.5-13.5.  Meanwhile, before their matches were over Jim Furyk, Phil Mickelson and Tiger Woods all displayed premature fist pumps prior their shots lipping out.  Golfers aren’t the only ones guilty of this act.  On any given Sunday, defensive players in the NFL celebrate a sack or tackle for a loss on 1st or 2nd down, only to see their team give up a big play on 3rd down, continuing their opponent’s drive.
One of the most famous premature fist pumps occurs in 1 Kings 18:16-46, a battle between supernatural powers.  In one of the most famous power encounters ever recorded, the prophet Elijah has a duel with the prophets of Baal.  The challenge was to call upon your god to bring fire from heaven to consume the burnt offering.  The first to do so wins.  According to 1 Kings 18:46, Elijah was so pumped up after his victory, he runs ahead of King Ahab to go tell the queen.
Unfortunately, when you have mountain top victories, it only takes a little wind to blow you off and come crashing back down to reality.  Instead of receiving praise, Elijah has a death threat put on his life by Queen Jezebel.  When life is going great, sometimes you become full of yourself, opening the door to arrogance, boastfulness and pride.  Therefore, before you get another urge to pump your fist in the air, consider the apostle Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 10:12.  If you still want to celebrate, boast about what the Lord has allowed you to accomplish, 1 Corinthians 1:31.
by Jay Mankus