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Searching for a Place of Rest

During a majority of 2012, I spent most of my free time filling out job applications, combing the internet for new opportunities and stressing over the reduced income my wife and I were bringing home monthly.  Although I am usually laid back when it comes to finances, I forced myself to forgo the luxuries of life until I obtained a new full time position.  Since I am still waiting, my search for a place of rest continues in 2013, draining my energy like heat and humidity on a warm summer day.

5 days ago

At an oasis, a morning meeting at Dunkin Donuts, my good friend Spencer shared a story which led me in the right direction.  Last Sunday, Ray Lewis, a linebacker for the Baltimore Ravens, played his final home game, announcing his retirement at the end of this NFL season.  Following the Ravens 24-9 victory over the Indianapolis Colts, cameras surrounded Ray, recording his final moments on the field at M&T Bank Stadium.  When Ray took off his Ravens jersey, he was wearing a Black T-Shirt with a passage of the Bible, Psalm 91.  Aware of this chapter, I couldn’t wait to refresh my memory of the truth inside on my way home.

Psalm 91:1 states He who dwells in  the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.  As I was trying to find rest, I was looking in all the wrong places.  I searched for satisfaction through employment.  I dedicated 2 months, sacrificing time away from my family to earn as much money as possible to try to get caught up on bills.  Yet, I was dwelling in the wrong house.  In the silence of no work, its time to find my way back toward God’s fortress.  The moment I enter this refuge for burdened and weary souls, Matthew 11:28-30, I will rest my head in peace in the shadow of the Almighty God.  There is plenty of room in this inn, retreat now while there is still time!

by Jay Mankus

Looking for Jobs in All the Wrong Places

Wanda Mallette was observing second grade students one day, recognizing different children were looking for attention through all the wrong methods.  Wanda joined her friend Patti Ryan, both active writers, who turned this notion into a song.   Upon completion, these girls sent their song as a demo to Nashville, Tennessee, eventually ending up in the lap of fellow song writer Bob Morrison.  After a few tweaks, Combine Music published this song, sung by Johnny Lee in Urban Cowboy starring John Travolta.  The revised lyrics of Looking for Love, summarize my job search over the last 12 months.

Last January, I initially told friends to keep their ears open if they heard or knew of any job openings.  Meanwhile, I had to update my resume for the first time in 10 years.  Sounding simple, I felt like a cave man trying to learn the most complex computer software system.  Applying online provided 2 interviews, one on Skype.  Driving around the area fetched 2 more possibilities with neither working out for a variety of reasons.  Securing a seasonal position with a family from church eased my pain, yet I was still unfulfilled.  I thought I had searched under every corner of life until today.

I received an email from a former co-worker this morning simply stating he was fasting and praying for me today.  Before I knew it, I received a response from a manager of Amazon about potential rehires sometime in March.  Moments later a flurry of ideas popped into my head, filled with great topics for future blogs.  If this wasn’t enough, I had a spiritual breakthrough reading Proverbs as a new concept for studying the Bible suddenly appeared as a voice inside my brain.  Coincidence, maybe?  A God instance; most likely!  Whatever the reason for these series of events, jobs would be like dandelions along side blades of grass each Spring and life as you know it would be like paradise if someone fasted and prayed for you daily!

by Jay Mankus

ps – This mysterious force can be directed linked to Spencer Saints.

Ordinary People; Desperate Times

Still of Timothy Hutton and Mary Tyler Moore in Ordinary People

The 1980 film Ordinary People starred Mary Tyler Moore, Donald Sutherland and Judd Hirsch.   This film which won 4 Oscars, highlighted the breakdown of an upper class family when the accidental death of the oldest son creates a wide communication divide.  While our culture, music and style has changed, ordinary people continue to struggle to build a loving, stable and  supportive home for children to live.

If this wasn’t enough, men, women and recent college graduates are fighting to find employment which can pay their bills or keep them afloat until a higher paying job opens up.  From my own experience over the last 9 months, words like loyalty, pensions and savings accounts are becoming extinct for many.  When hundreds of people show up to an employment center and wait in line for 7 hours for an interview, you know we are living in desperate times.

Despite the nature of our current economy, Jesus has left Matthew 6:25-34 for such a time as this to restore hope to Americans and the world.  As most people are daily focusing on their external problems, God is at work internally, providing for birds, flowers and grass, Matthew 6:25-30.  Therefore, do not let worry suck the life out of you!  Rather, make seeking God and His righteousness your main priority.  Though, we are all ordinary people living in desperate times, there is an extraordinary God who has prepared in advance good works for you to do so that your needs will be met, Ephesians 2:10.

by Jay Mankus