I changed my major three times before my junior year of college. Initially, I went into Business Administration, then Civil Engineering before deciding upon Recreation and Parks Administration. This indecision forced me to take the five year plan, spending one semester doing an internship in Golf Course Design and Maintenance. With most of my friends in Cleveland back at school, I volunteered at a local church 2 days a week as an informal youth ministry internship.
For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. So they are without excuse, Romans 1:20.
After graduating in May of 1992, the default position was to accept an apprenticeship in Boston, Massachusetts. The company performing the redesign in Cleveland wanted me to become familiar with running all of the high tech equipment before guaranteeing a salary. Unsure of where I would live and how I would I survive without getting paid for six months, I declined this offer. Instead, I trusted the Holy Spirit to live by God’s design. This choice led to a position as the Work Camp Coordinator for Inner city Wilmington, Delaware. While the pay was puny, the experience was life changing.
And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers, Romans 8:28-29.
Looking back over the past 25 years, I wish I could say that I have followed God’s will throughout my life. Unfortunately, the older you become, life gets more complicated. Living by design requires sacrifices that I have been unwilling to submit to and take. Thus, I find myself today living by default, living pay check to pay check without much purpose or reason. Although I can’t go back and change the decisions that I have made in the past, I can alter my current course. Therefore, I urge anyone struggling to find meaning in life to starting living by God’s design, Romans 12:1-2. Reflect, pray and ask God for vision so that you can begin to seize each day through a life devoted to living by God’s design.
by Jay Mankus