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We All Need Another Eli

At the end of the Old Testament, the minor prophets foretold of a period of silence.  After several years of warning, one day, at the appointed time, God became silent.  Over a time of 400 years, from Malachi to the conception of John the Baptist, God did not say a word.  Today, Christians and non-Christians alike experience a similar feeling, like God has turned off the lights.

While in the dark or during days of uncertainty, its important to remember history.  Studying chapters like 1 Corinthians 10 helps put life into its proper perspective and hopefully will allow us to avoid making the same mistakes of Israel.  Before all the biblical judges were corrupted in 1 Samuel 8:1-3, there was a man named Eli who was in touch with the Spirit of God.  Eli was a priest who began to train a young boy, Samuel, in the ways of the Lord.  However, like today, the word of the Lord was rare and few visions were seen, 1 Samuel 3:1.

After God spoke to Samuel twice in a dream, Eli was able to connect him with God, 1 Samuel 3:9, giving Samuel the words to say.  Although the message Samuel received was bad news, Eli introduced him to the concept that God speaks to his children.  In a world of pessimism and gloom, everyone needs a person like Eli to give us a glimmer of hope.  We need a person who can break through, into the supernatural, to provide us with a heavenly view.  As we wait for the next time for God to speak, remember Eli’s response, “speak Lord for your servant is listening.”

by Jay Mankus

Music Soothes The Soul

While doing research for one of my Bible Classes, I discovered 5 distinct reasons why God created music:

1. To praise God with your voice, Psalm 150.  In fact, the very reason God created us was to praise Him.

2. To express the marvelous things God has done, Psalm 98:1-4.  Throughout the Old Testament, there is an overriding theme, to remind people of what God has done in the past.  Moses devoted an entire book of the Bible, Deuteronomy, meaning second law, so that people living today would not forget.

3. To personally thank God, Psalm 118:1-5.  The apostle Paul adds to this principle in Philippians 4:6-7 as does James, Jesus’ earthly brother in James 1:18.

4. To bring us joy and gladness, Psalm 118:24.  While modern day ballads tend to be sad, music was designed by God to give us an emotional boost, often lifting our spirits.

5. To soothe your soul, 1 Samuel 16:14-15.  Finally, when King Saul became filled with a spirit of anger and rage, the sweet sound of David’s harp led these spirits to flee, helping Saul return to his normal state of mind.

During the last few months, in my most depressed state, a song on the radio, music on my computer or a song from my MP3 Player has soothed my soul numerous times.  While those people who know me recognize my obscure collection of music, I am always searching for the next soothing song.  Although Lucifer may indeed be a fallen angel of music, God’s glorious power can penetrate our souls to minister to heavy burdened people.  As Jesus said in Matthew 11:28-30, “come to me, all who are weary and heavy burdened, for I will give you rest!”

by Jay Mankus

Purgatory Swamp

Last August, I was visiting Iron Hill, a famous landmark in Delaware, just west of Cooch’s Bridge, a battle during the Revolutionary War.  Cooch’s Bridge and Iron Hill are connected by Old Baltimore Pike, the major road during the 1770’s used by soldiers to travel from Baltimore to Philadelphia.  While waiting for my son to complete his cross country practice, I noticed a sign for Purgatory Swamp.

As I looked closely to this map, I discovered my house lies in what was once known as purgatory.  This name appears to be coined by a British Captain who claimed this swamp prevented his army from cutting off General Washington’s supplies.  Initially situated between Old Baltimore Pike and Route 4, local developments between I-95 and Gender Road today have narrowed this swamp into a wetland surrounded by forests.

As I have read through the Psalms last few years, David refers to swamps, often using the term mire.  When we make poor decisions, we tend to feel or do get stuck spiritually.  After struggling with his own life, David gives God the credit for rescuing him from a pit of despair, Psalm 30:1-3.  While you may experience times of desolation, stuck in the mud and mires of life, remember nothing can separate us from the love of Christ, Romans 8:38-39.

by Jay Mankus

A Pure Joy

The New Testament’s book of James has become one of my favorite books of the Bible, leading my wife and I to name our first son after James.  One of the Catholic Letters, meaning universal, James is a letter written to Christians scattered throughout the world after Nero’s persecution of believers in Jerusalem.  After introducing himself in his book in chapter 1, verse 1, James immediately turns his attention to trials.

James, a half brother of Jesus, whose father was Joseph, grew up in the shadow of his older brother, whose father was the Holy Spirit.  When your oldest brother is literally perfect, never getting in trouble, except for maybe Luke 2:44-50, James likely became jealous of Jesus’ obedience.  Like the brother’s of Joseph in Genesis, James appears to be resentful of his brother, not believing Jesus was the son of God while He was alive.  According to first century historians, James did not believe in Jesus until after His resurrection.

Therefore, James realizes that without trials, we might not ever enter into a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.  Thus, James urges all believers to consider it a pure joy whenever you face trials of may kinds.  According to James 1:2-4, trials strengthen your faith, molding and shaping you toward maturity.  In the end, trials lead people to become complete servants of God.  How Jesus responded to His own betrayal, arrest, mockery, public beating and second guessing, opened the eyes of James.  Although, we are not eyewitnesses of Jesus’ life, death and resurrection, we must heed James’ call, by considering our own trials, “A Pure Joy!”

by Jay Mankus

Blessings and a Curse

Since being left go on January 2nd, I have received many blessings.  The out pouring of support, constant messages of people praying for me on Facebook and getting to know my children has been special.  For the past 10 years, my wife has been a widow during the golf season while I worked 12-16 hours and day for 3 months, often getting home after everyone is asleep or at least in bed.  Now, I spend 30 minutes to an hour playing golf with Daniel and Lydia on my golf green in our backyard after school.  My children also have helped me with my recent you tube videos as well.

Another thing God has revealed to me is the blessing of time.  Time to read books and the Bible every day.  Time to write Express Yourself, send out my daily blog and correspond with people on Facebook that I haven’t seen in almost 20 years.  Time to coach Daniel’s baseball team and time to help lead a Thursday night Bible Study.  While I was teaching, I always felt rushed, never taking or feeling like I could spend time with my co-workers.  Now, I have had the opportunity to spend time once a week with Spencer Saints, a dear friend and co-worker who is in the same position I am, unemployed.

This leads me to my curse, unable to currently provide for my family.  In the back of my mind, I always thought I would be at Red Lion until Lydia graduated, but this was not God’s plan.  I know some time, hopefully sooner than later, God will open a door so that I can walk through it by faith.  However, for know I feel like an explorer, either about to fall off the flat earth or discover a new land, filled with milk and honey.  I feel compelled to complain like David, asking God for justice, as the wicked prosper, I am struggling to keep my head above the flood waters of debt.  In the end, I know God has a plan, I’m just waiting in the dark, pleading for a prompt answer.  In life there are many blessings, but the greatest curse is forgetting just how blessed we really are to live in the greatest country in the world.  May God bless the U.S. of A.

by Jay Mankus

The Parable of the Disobedient Doggy

Once upon a time, there was a beagle who left home at an early age.  Thinking she could figure things out on her own, this dog began to develop poor habits as a puppy.  Before she came to her senses, Autumn spent 7 years living on the streets, begging for food, knocking over trash cans and scavenging through whatever her nose desired.

Adopted by a loving family, Autumn didn’t know how to respond.  Despite 2 years of training, Autumn could not break her bad habits, using the bathroom wherever and whenever she felt like it.  Despite using every trick in the book to change her unnatural addictions, her parents lost hope in Autumn, believing she would never change.

As I think about the damage our dog has done to our home, sometimes I wonder if God sees us in the same light.  Every day we seem to take one step forward, then three steps back, unable to break free from our sinful desires.  Solomon had a similar perspective during his life, “as a dog returns to its own vomit, so a fool repeats his own folly, Proverbs 26:11.  Like David, entangled in sin, we need to cry out to God, Psalm 51:10-12, to sets us free from a disobedient heart.  Let him or her who has ears, hear!

by Jay Mankus

The Other 72 Disciples

While the 12 disciples Jesus hand picked in Luke 9:1-6 get most of the attention, Luke’s gospel reveals a different story.  Sure, Jesus’ inner circle, James, John and Peter witnessed the transfiguration in Matthew 17, watched Jesus raise a dead girl to life in Mark 5:37-43 and were asked to stay with Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane to pray with Him before Jesus is arrested in Matthew 26:37-42.  However, there must be a reason for a doctor to invest 24 verses in Luke 10 about these unknown men.  Meanwhile, Luke devotes just 6 verses in chapter 9 to the calling of 12 disciples.

Beginning in chapter 10, Luke uses the term appointed, meaning chosen, selected by Jesus as workers in the field.  Jesus’ goal for these 72 others was to yield a spiritual harvest by spreading the good news of Jesus Christ.  These men were expected to be led by to the Holy Spirit, going ahead of Jesus, to every nearby town and village to prepare people for His coming.  This is very similar to ministry organizations, who send prayer teams ahead of them into cities they will be having crusades, like Billy Graham Rally’s, so that once message of Christ is shared, Romans 10:17, people enter relationships with the Lord Jesus Christ.

Like war, the people on the front line, laying their life on the line daily often get overlooked.  Unfortunately, the generals and strategic planners get most of the glory and headlines, leaving the true heroes in total obscurity.  The apostle Paul echoes a similar sentiment in 1 Corinthians 12:12-26, while one spiritual gift may be perceived as greater than another, every person in the body of Christ is important.  Every person plays a vital role and without their gift being fanned into flame, their entire body suffers, not living up to its full potential.  So the next time you are feeling insignificant, remember the other 72 disciples and the part you can play as an under cover agent for the King of kings and Lord of lords.

by Jay Mankus

Still Standing

The beginning of Isaiah 40:8 highlights  the fact which occurs every fall, the grass withers becoming dormant until Spring.  As a Christian, sometimes I allow myself to tune out, flipping the off switch, until I feel like being active again.  If we want to be effective, sticking out like a beautiful green grass yard, Christians need to fight off the urge to become dormant as seasons change.

The middle of Isaiah 40:8 illustrates the temporary state of flowers, fading quickly after their full bloom.  As the East Coast enjoys an early Spring, new flowers are popping out of the ground every day, appearing out of nowhere.  While their smell is sweet and beauty breath taking, flowers are fragile.  In a few weeks, these gorgeous flowers will wilt back into the earth, making room for the next perennial to spring to life.  As I reflect on my own life, my energy fades quickly when I trust in my own strength.  However, as I lean on Christ, I am able to go for hours, like a spiritual 5 Hours Energy Drink, Philippians 4:13.

Finally, Isaiah 40:8 ends with a spiritual truth, the Word of God stands forever.  Hebrews 4:12 helps people understand why its important to keep reading the Bible, “its living and active.”  Even if you read a book or the entire Bible every year for the rest of your life, circumstances, situations and times change, giving us a new and fresh perspective.  Although, the media attacks, makes false claims against and twists the truth of the Bible, one champion remains standing, the Word of the Lord!

by Jay Mankus

The Doctor has become the Patient

Luke was known as the beloved physician in Colossians 4:14.  In his book of Acts, Luke uses the pronoun we beginning in Acts 16, suggesting he was a traveling companion and close friend of the apostle Paul.  In fact, scholars have suggested Luke’s gospel is different than the other 2 synoptic gospels, Matthew and Mark, because Luke was influenced by Paul’s teaching.

However, as I was meditating on the book of Acts, a thought came to my mind.  Was Luke able to successfully heal each of his patients?  If not, did Luke hear or see Jesus personally heal someone that medicine and science of his day failed him?  John 21:25 tells us that the Bible limits Jesus’ miracles to only the gospels.  If every detail was expounded upon, we might likely discover that doctor Luke had become one of Jesus’ patients.

The passage which suggests my theory is found in Luke 5:27-32.  The context is the calling of Matthew, a descendant of the tribe of Levi, to become one of Jesus’ disciples.  Up until now, the disciples had been blue collar workers, common people, fishermen.  Here, Jesus adds a tax collector to his group of 12, completed in Luke 6:12-16.  This appears to fascinate Luke, yet Jesus’ words in Luke 5:31-32 likely perked his interest further.  According to Jesus, the righteous don’t need a doctor.  The righteous are expected to be able to take care of themselves.  Jesus’ main concern here are the sick and sinners.  Upon hearing Jesus’ words, Luke was likely transformed, leading him to become a patient and follower of Jesus.

by Jay Mankus

Drawing Straws

Sometimes things in the Bible don’t make sense, especially practices like drawing straws.  On a ship to Tarshish, sailor’s casts lots to see who was to blame for the great storm.  The smallest lot fell on Jonah, 1:7.  When the disciples had to replace Judas after his death, they too cast lots in Acts 1:26.  This time the lot fell on Matthias.

So what are modern day believers to make of this?  Is this practice obsolete?  Should casting lots be limited to certain situations?  Or should we actively rely on this biblical practice?  Jonah suggests that when a person like Jonah is not acting as they should be, you can use casting lots to weed out an negative influence.  Acts 1 refers to certain qualifications that can serve as an initial divider, but God can reveal the right person for a position.

As I think about this biblical practice, I am reminded of Job’s words in his first 2 chapters, “the Lord gives and the Lord takes away.”  All of us have lost someone or something, near and dear to our hearts.  In life, some times we draw the smallest straw, resulting in losing a job, failing to succeed or remaining obscure for most of your life.  When the lot falls of you, you have one of 2 choices, have a pity party or humble yourself before the Lord our God.  In the end, even when all hope seems to fail, the Lord will lift up the humble, Proverbs 11:2.  Like Jonah, walk the plank and pray God will send a whale to talk you where you belong.

by Jay Mankus