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On the Other Side of the Door

Deep inside a broken heart, desperation moves an individual to a closed door.  On the verge of change, an action is required to remove the burden from an unclean woman.  Contemplating what to say, faith leads her to turn the knob, hoping to leave the nightmares of the past behind, outside for good.  With a jar of perfume in hand, she risks embarrassment, passing shocked faces on the way before approaching Jesus.

by emilysincerely.wordpress.com

Inquiring minds begin to gossip in the corners of Lazarus’ house.  Dressed to invoke sinful thoughts, this prostitute opens up a pint of pure nard, kneeling beside Jesus.  Oblivious to judgmental hearts and wandering eyes, this woman came to do what she felt compelled to do, wash Jesus’ feet.  Using her long hair as a towel, she humbles herself before the son of God, adding fuel to an already tarnished reputation, giving religious leaders enough justification to put their plans for crucifixion into motion.

This encounter in John 12:1-11 is like a scene from a play, lived out every day in communities, schools and the workplace throughout the country.  When a person wants to change their identity, God is willing, yet his people often allow prejudices to keep their hearts from forgiving and forgetting, Matthew 6:14-15.  Although freedom exists on the other side of the door, Revelation 3:20, welcoming arms may not be receptive to your conversion.  May the Barnabas’ of this generation serve as a voice of reason, greeting anyone who turns the knob to get to the other side of the door, Acts 9:26-28.

by Jay Mankus

Desperate Times

On January 2nd, I received the news my services would no longer be needed at my job of 10 years.  Happy New Year, didn’t start so happy, forced to change course of my life.  Desperation has a way of transforming your perspective of life, especially when your employer does not provide unemployment.  I went straight from complacency to a sense of urgency trying to figure out my next assignment in life.

Solomon, inspired by the Spirit of the Living God said, “Many are the plans in a man’s heart, but the Lord’s purpose prevails, Proverbs 19:21.”  In desperate times, human efforts can only take you so far as one tries to ascertain the puzzle pieces to life.  Despite my circumstances, I am still blessed to have been born in the greatest country in the world.  Sure, we have our own problems at this moment in time, yet there is still hope to live the American dream instilled in us by our founding fathers.

Sometimes in life, we need to be pushed beyond our comfortable limits.  Whether through failure, trials or tribulations, desperate times provide a healthy stretching of our lives.  In these times of fear and doubt, there is a higher power which comes beside us, carrying us along the way.  Though my future remains clouded and concerns abound, I can feel asleep with peace knowing that the Lord will provide, Genesis 22:14.

by Jay Mankus